Shuddup and kiss my boots

Hi

2011-10-30T13:42:00.001+08:00

Wanna make new blog skin...later I guess. Nap time!

New hair

2011-10-28T22:20:00.001+08:00

Preggo

2011-10-28T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hi !
I'm at my last trimester!! Less than 13 more weeks to go!!

*freaking excited

NS shit

2011-10-25T19:03:00.001+08:00

If I could , I would love to serve NS and kick someones butt! I wanna wack that fellar for being such a nuisance and making someone's life miserable . May god give u wat u deserve . Amin

Sleeping hours

2011-10-20T21:40:00.001+08:00

Hi !!
My sleeping hours are really screwed up. Don't tell me it's hormones again. Seriously, I think
I have sleep disorder.

Anni.

2011-10-11T02:28:00.001+08:00

Today is my Anni, but I really dunno wat to do later. Not expecting anything either. Hmm..

U did it again

2011-10-09T20:42:00.001+08:00

Thanks. U did it again. I cnt even think of what to do next anymore.

Felt lonely :(

2011-10-09T15:57:00.001+08:00

I dunno why, been having mixed feelings. Been feeling so upset. Today I have no Appetite. Havent eaten since morning. Felt so down. This feeling is unbearable. I feel like crying out loud. I feel like shouting screaming my lungs out. I feel so stressed.

I don't think anyone would cares.

Weird dreams.

2011-10-09T00:54:00.001+08:00

Hi. I've been having weird dreams lately..and they were unexplainable. It made me felt so real that I'm now missing that person. Is this part of pregnancy hormones too? Hmm. Dreams are just meant to be a dream afterall. Goodnight all:)

Goodnight!

2011-09-26T00:51:00.001+08:00

Hi! Im so dead tired. Spent whole day at Aloha Loyang. It was Shan's birthday. Nurul Aini's son. There were alot of other celeb. I got to take pic with hardy mirza. So handsome ;) will post when I've got time.

Pampering myself!

2011-09-22T15:50:00.001+08:00

Its been five months plus since I last pamper myself. Be it my nails, face or hair. Especially in my first trimester , with all those morning sickness and such, I was really can't be bothered. Now that I'm halfway thru my pregnancy as well I give myself some attention. Im doing my hair right now!! Haha shishedo rebonding and treatment. After this, maybe manicure ? Hehe. Will see how la.. So sleepy here, rebonding= lots of time wasted just sitting and making my bum sick . Shall upload my aftermath hair later. Chaos! Wanna get some sleep.

Not feeling well

2011-09-20T15:49:00.001+08:00

I'm now at Pasir Ris Poly. Gosh.. I hate the long waiting Q. Shouldn't they atleast gave me a privilege number for preggy women. Worst still i've forgotten to request for a female doc. Lol!! I get to peek and mine was an old man. Hais..

After this I'm going to meet my lil love, baby kayla. She sleptover at mum's house.

My lil love , Kayla

Surprise !!

2011-09-19T01:27:00.001+08:00

Hi!! Im ready to reveal the gender of my baby!! It's another princess! I'm so happy :) there's plenty of beautiful names that I've planned for her.

I'm five months preggy now. It felt like it was just yesterday I had just given birth to Kayla . Yea, time passes fast without we realizing it. After my 2nd, I'm gonna let rest for awhile . Maybe another 5-7 years time then shall I have a try for a boy . Lol!! Oh yea inshallah .

Shall update whenever I'm free. Time check 1:26am. Need my slumber.

Goodnight lovelies:)

2011-08-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Firstly Im gonna talk about this two faced bitch who was my friend till I disregard her as one from today onwards. To you bitch, since u are so tempted to read my blog and cant keep you filthy mouth shut, guess what? This is especially for you.

I treated you like a sister, we shared so many things while we were under one roof , i kept plenty of your dumb secrets, which mine you just let loose. When u needed help, i was there, without hesitation i took a cab there just to ensure your safe from danger,bought u ciggarettes, cover your lies .I did not ask for anything in return, just a honest friendship, but u are just plain BULLSHIT.

I regretted being your friend cause u are so ungrateful. u criticized me all those filthy and utterly ridiculous accusation on me. u made me look as tho i worth nothing to u.
Let me tell u this fat bitch. u were jealous of my slim body and that i have a much better life than u aint that what you're thinking of? called me names and look how great Allah swt is, he turned you just as what u said it was me. How does that make u feel? better bitch?

You know why I did not called or even look for u after Im married?
Guess what people change? i dont wanna waste more time on nonsensical stuffs and my family is more worthy of my time. That's why u can only see me with my family around. They need me. They treasure me. I cant even imagine wasting even a single min on you. it will be filled with lies and more of your fucking lies. I guessed your the one thats need to mature. Not others, its you.
People have more important priotised than what you are doing now. All these clubs and guys are all past. We , both are woman now, with family and kids.

Ps: pls, dont ruin others marriage. cause u are such a bitch now.
look at what u have done babe? u cant even fix it.

2011-07-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

Hi Long time no update uh.
Been busy with life, alot of going overseas, and guess what!! im pregnant!!!!! haha..
Gosh Im so excited.

To those outthere, Im doing great. Gosh , blessed with a beautiful family. Im not gonna waste any of my time anymore. waking up knowing there's something to look forward to.. and kayla calling me mummy with her cute voice. oh god i love it.

Shall update more when im free..
Going to downtown later to let my princess have fun at kids explorer.
for now, this preggy mummy needs her afternoon nap.

Take care all!

2010-11-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

Hey .

I'm so occupied with tons of work. My baby has grown some teeths. So cute! And she is a one naughty girl that i cant resist on biting her thigh. lol

I am in lazy mode. lol.

Just wanna say, I've just un-private my blog again.

Hehehe.. Nani told me there's a stalker. lol.

Goodnight Lovelies. Xoxo.. Muacks Kayla & Hubby =)

One last straw

2010-10-16T10:52:00.000+08:00

Another time you do that to me, you can forget about everything.
Im not kidding this time. Try me.

Fyi, you know I hate J.D.

Idiotic*

Happy Anni! LY!

2010-10-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

Just so u guys know, today is my anniversary=)

I got Hubby a G-shock Gulfman and he got me a nice gold necklace with a cute heart pendant! So awesome!

Ily Husband. *bite ur head*

Going to sleep soon. Tmr is another day of tireness. Work as usual seem so boring. Lucky I've got an understanding Boss. Oh yeaa.. Tmr she gonna cook for me Fish porridge!! yumyum! Im so loving it!

Mucho loves*

Good Nite Lovelies =)

2010-10-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

You don't know what Ive gone thru. Dont speak as tho u know me well.
Go MYOB, before i give u one!

Im back!!

2010-10-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

People.... Im back bebey!!

Been busy with life so far.. I could'nt find time to blog.
It's been 4 months since I've got back in career life. My princess is already 9 months? Could ya'll believe that? Time creeps up fast when we are so occupied. I shall upload my Darling Kayla's photo soon alright?
Yeah, she's adorable, I know=)

Im so freaking excited to go for the 24 karat facial theraphy with my niece this Saturday. Just the right time for a short relaxation after a long week in the office. And hell yeah, working in the office really made my skin dry. Been using Vaseline to moisturise my skin. It works on my skin tho=)

Time checked now it's 12:17am. Still webcaming with my niece. (she's crazy)
lol !!

Been having weird dreams lately.
It feels so real. Gosh, Why am i still thinking abt it?

Ain't that lil' babygurl cute? haha.. logging off now.

Mucho Loves to all.

GoodNight!

PS: Nani g tdo. Reply2 comment jantan kat fb mlm *** pe? LOL!

2010-03-05T16:01:00.001+08:00

Im still waiting for miracle.

I dont want this stagnant life.

u never change.

2010-02-18T01:51:00.004+08:00

specially just for my husband.

2010-02-18T01:31:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the sweet memories we've been thru together.
I had been so closed to you from the day we met and up to this point i still do.
But if itsnt mine,i cant go against fate.

Since u want it. I would have to give.

I must learn to be free.
I must learn to accept this.

And now Ive made my decision that i WILL learnt to go thru it alone,like i used to.

Forget me.
Forget my smile.
Forget my laughter.
Forget my smell.

I hope u've made the right decision in life.
goodbye.

Im gona miss u,and i will soon learn not to~ ur just nt worth all these.

2010-01-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

My busyuk2 baby's eye is recovering. thanks to Allah.
But its still abit swollen. get well my dear.

I love to watch her sleep.
sometimes i wonder what is she dreaming about till she can laugh.smile and cry in her sleep.
hehe how adorable is that?

My life has changed alot after my motherhood begun.
I have another big responsibility now.
And my attention is only on my family especially my dearest baby.
Ive noticed certain changes in me. i seems to not care/give a damn about people who dont matter to me or those who are not worth my time.
Now i have many other important things to attend to.
Im more busy with my life now. As mothers/wife,u will understand what i mean.

She meant the world to me.

ps: There's no point if ppl care for u yet deep down u dont really care abt it.

2010-01-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

Will not be updating for awhile.
Having some personal issues to handle.

goodbye!

2010-01-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey.

My days have been so busy to even think about blogging.maybe i should just do a short update.

U guys wanna see my babygurl,Kayla El'meria Be Muhd Amran????

I love u babygurl.

Thank you Allah s.w.t for this bundle of joy.

Welcome to this world my baby.

U are the reason Im still breathing =))

She had jaundice and now eye infection which made her left eye swollen and produced a lot of discharge.
I really pray that all of these will go away soon. i cant bear to see u like that. Amin.

2010-01-02T14:58:00.001+08:00

Im here still.Not yet in labour.
Kayla taknak kluar ke?mummy penat tau having u in my tummy for so long.
Yg other preggy mum da bersalin pon. left me. so sad.

Been reading and surfing alot about labour,contractions and blah3.
Must be prepared.

These few weeks,i get tired easily.Fatique get worst. I can even fall asleep while playing my psp.
The thing that appaled it is that i hardly get the right position to sleep at night. Hmm.

2009-12-31T02:43:00.000+08:00

I bought the mini n97 and am using it now to blog=) . Sometimes i feel that its better to just die than live if your just another pathetic moron with no guilty feeling even after realising what u did is wrong. u will nvr chnge will ya. and u nvr did. I just dunno what else to say/do. you have just prove me right. i hate this part of you.

2009-12-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.

I have a date with my husband on the 29th December 2009. Haha.
The plan is to watch Alvin and the chipmunk . The chippetes is so adorable!
But hubby wanna watch The Avatar. hmm.. still considering which to watch.

Bad news.
I got a bit of hair loss but its normal due to pregnancy.
Everything will get back to normal after delivery.
Oh yeah,talking about delivery,i just wanna say congrats to Irah Azim for the delivery of her newborn baby gurl.

My contractions are more frequent now so that means labour can be anytime from now.
Worse still i hardly get to sleep enough as i was always restless at night due to the uncomfortability of my body.Im developing eyebags. Ass.

Oh ya Merry Christmas to All. Hubby is working so i will just stay at home,as usual. I cant really walk so much as i get breathless easily.

I thought i wanna get a new phone. maybe a Nokia N97 mini?? iphone is like above my budget.
Still thinking about it.

Too bad this year i cant celebrate countdown.I mean as in PARTY!!!
arghhh..Its been like so long since i last party.err.. i guess the last was at Rebel.

hmm..update soon.
Gonna berak i think..or its contractions> shit.

2009-12-20T04:21:00.000+08:00

U should really learn who to prioritise when your married, or your just lost.
I felt sad for these people.really.

I cant wait for kayla.Atleast she will accompany me when he's working nightshift=))
(psst trying to make all awful thots go away.)

2009-12-20T03:47:00.002+08:00

Ive just changed my layout again out of boredom.Yeah and i have a new tagboard.lol
Now im at mama's crib.Ive had a damn fucking night yesterday. Not enough of sleep,as always.
Firstly is that when u suffer from the PUPPP rashes(only for certain pregnant women), the itch will get tremendously worse at night which is TOTALLY unbearable.
I swear you wont get to sleep at night.And currently living with my in laws,i cant suka2 hati sleep in the morning right? It will leave bad impressions of me if they do not understand the unbearable itch that im enduring till now.
I swear i almost went crazy sometimes but lucky i still can get a hold of myself.
Ive been scratching like a mad woman and crying my heart out just to make me feel better.
I guess u all know that its not healthy for pregnant ladies not to have enough sleep right? so i guess the best way is to stay with my mama once a while till delivery as the cure for this PUPPP fuck is just by giving birth.

Let not talk about it,its making me itch more.

Right now im very dissapointed with someone.
kinda felt stupid over the while that he's not appreciating anything of me instead he calls me names.And worse he nvr change. under on roof yet he's not content.what else did he want? (only HE would understands this.)

ps: why cant u open ur eyes and change the way u see things?

2009-12-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hey.

I had my contractions already,so labour is near. I can feel it and i havent even pack my hospital bag for my stay there.

My days been insane with me having the PUPPP rashes. i swear its unbearable. For those who have experienced it will understand what i mean. Lucky there's pine tar soap,bath oil and etc etc to help atleast ease a bit of the itchiness. And thank god i have a supportive husband that help me thru out this itch outbreak. i prayed day and night that everything will be fine during and after delivery.

Im kinda busy with my own things so i wont be blogging that much. I still have a lot to prepare for the baby.

i got a video of my tummy which u can see kayla is moving and healthily kicking from the inside.shall upload it when im free=)

oh ya,and i weight about 60kg right now. Fat ass,thigh, and heavy breast lah. hahaha. After delivery i aim to be at my 47kg back.
My baby is estimated about 2.5kg at my 34 weeks of pregnancy.

While in the ultrasound room,i can see the baby face,she got her father's lips.hahaha.n and she even yawn for us!! so adorable. i can wait to meet her.

till here.

2009-11-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

Hola!

We've moved to pasir ris already.
The place is nice and cosy here.
There are four bedroom and the floor is wood-furnished.
The scenery is quite good too.

My tummy is getting bigger day by day and heavier.
No matter how comfortable the sofa is,I will still feel uneasy sitting on it or lying down on it.
Lucky Im left with two months to go.
I cant wait any longer.
soo excited!

Through out this pregnancy,I noticed that i dont have pimples at all.NONE.
how great is that?
But my thighs is getting bigger.
My hair is more lustrous and obedient.
I simply love it.

damn,i miss all those old times where by i can be walk to anywhere without fearing that ur gonna end up in the ambulance for fainting.
Late stages of my pregnancy has been quite a unpleasant experiences for me.I need to bring a bottle of axe oil and also a bottle of water along with me for emergency purpose.
hahaha.

Hmm..labour.
been thinking alot about it.
But i do research in the net and read pregnancy mag to get prepare myself when the time comes.

I will just pray for safe delivery. insyallah. amin.

ohh kayla el'meria, we've been longing to mit u babygurl!!

2009-10-09T05:03:00.001+08:00

Nice body but the dance moves is just so funny.

2009-10-09T00:57:00.006+08:00

Time check it is 12:58am.
I cannot get myself to slumber. Everynight has been my sleepless nights since like forever.
I just felt so uncomfortable with almost all the sleeping positions. I really want to lie on my tummy badly. I miss the feeling of having a flat sexy tummy,u know what i mean? lol.

I have this feeling to go for a swim.But i just felt it aint nice to wear a bikini like old times with my preggie belly buldging out. I dont want to attract unneccesary attention to myself.

Tonight is like all other lonely nights as husband is on night shift today and will only be back by 8am. So late! Lucky I have lappy to accompany me. Just imagine,you are pregnant,alone at home whereby if nature's calling u,u have to walk pass a balcony which is dark and at the back of the balcony is a long stretch of field followed by forest. how would u feel?
I would always take whatever stuff i need(eg. foods,drinks..blah3) into the room first befre hubby goes to work so that i do not need to get them after its dark.

I just hate it when my imagination runs wild everytime im in the toilet.
Eg. cik kak at the balcony,behind the toilet window or sitting at the sofa.

fuck.

I told hubby to buy Nasi Lemak Boonlay for breakfast!!
yummy yum!

Ohya. Stretchmarks are now visible on my breast and thighs.
Damn. But lucky there's such things as cocoa butter.

My little footballer is now much more active then before.
And i cant wait for her arrival.
Im left with less than 3 months. woohoo~!!
We have decided on the name.
Our princess will be KAYLA EL'MERIA BTE MUHD AMRAN.
It means Sweet Princess in arabic.
=))

To maysarah,I just want to say thanks for being there when im down.
Be strong alright. I believe there's no 'Bestfriends forever' bullshit but there's still hope for FRIENDS FOREVER. smile oways=)

ps: Hari raya pics will be up soon.lazy to use lappy's bluetooth.si beh mah fun(so troublesome).

To the mummy to be soon out there,I hope for a fast and safe delivery=)amin.

2009-09-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

Everyone,guess what?

*drums rolls*

I managed to fast today!

But some people say its not healthy for the baby.

Oh ya anyway,who wanna see me in pregnant figure?hahahhaah!!

alright, Ive decided to upload a pic of me and friends which i took on the 14th of August at Far East Sakura outlet.

Dah big kan perut aku??hehe..A very drastic change in my body=))
all becos of my sweetbaby gurl=))
yeah,i know im huge now, dun need to tell me or i will get pissed off.lol

oh ya,bought my kasut raya oready=)) still with heels,but a short one. cnt leave without it.

Maya.me.Sarah.Bean.

Yesterday,went to KKH to chck my baby's spine.=))
She's a hyperactive one u know. kadang2 kesian mummy die have to tahan her acrobatic move and kicking inside me. Whenever i went for scanning,she wud always be sucking her thumb.
So Cute!!!!

ps:where can i find telor penyu? craving badly for it.

2009-09-10T00:09:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone=)

Great news!!!

Im going to have a daugther =))

Actually,i wanted a boy,but still its a blessing.
So yeah Im grateful to what God have given me.
Syukur Alhamdulilah.

Im thinking of naming her Kayla ______.
Hehe.
Still thinking for the last name.
I dun want it to be a typical malay name and it does not need to have an Islamic meanings.
Look at Kayla,it means PURITY in greek.

Btw,im eagerly waiting for her arrival as i cant wait to see how beautiful my creation is that was living in me for 9 months.=)))

Happy happy happy!!!!!!!!

ps:im very fat right now=(

2009-09-01T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Yesterday i went to Bazaar Geylang.
Due to my low blood pressure,i kept on yawning,lack of oxygen and fighting the urge to faint.
Lucky my husband was there with me.Thanks darling for having to go thru all the trouble.
I kept asking for water. I must make sure that the next time i wanna go out ,i must have a bottle of water with me. Oh ya,my axe oil is essential.

we met Sara and bean there.
Only my husband puasa. great job.
We had dinner at ..oh i forgot again. nvm the restaurant on the first level of Tanjung katong complex.
Saw Elly erika there too with her fiance.
*secret is,me n elly cut queue at the restaurant.lol*

After dinner we go jalan bazaar lor.
We bought baju raya already! and guess wat? its the same's as Kak yantie n her family.
Firstday confirm mcm langsir bergerak. lol

Being pregnant is not easy,seriously I tell ya.
i hate mawning sickness,the dizzyness(i swear it sucks),moodswings,mood rimas(almost kick my darling off the bed),the cramps,the late night footballer in my stomach,the sleeplessness.

Its hard to endure all that,but baby better come out n be a good boy uh!! if not... haha!

hubby is on the way from work.
ride home safely my darling buchuk2 masyam2 kerbau.hahha!!

wonder why i nvr post my pregnant pics?
Its because i look freaking big! i swear.

anyway slamat berbuak to all umat islam.

2009-08-26T03:25:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey..!

Im back.

perut gue makin besar dong..baby is 5mths old. wuhhoo~
cant wait to know the gender in a few days times. *heartbeating*

Lazy to do a long update..pictures??hmm..well maybe if i feel like uploading my preggie photos.
hahaha..

oh baby baby..im so excited upon ur arrival this late December or early January.

mummy loves u so much.

Anyway to all the muslims out there,Slamat Berpuasa.

and to hubby,better dun puasa yok2 ah..or else i'll bite u! lol

2009-07-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

2009-07-08T21:11:00.001+08:00

Ive never elt this lost and dissapointed before.
ur the reason.

u've ruined everything!

2009-07-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

Just discharged from KKH.
Im so weak and tired.

Not gonna blog about what happen.

ps: u make me hate u with ur disgusting attitude.

2009-06-29T19:54:00.001+08:00

Our tiny creation.

2009-06-28T21:53:00.007+08:00

Hello.

I watched Transformers 2 yesterday and it was awesome =)
Afterthat we went to buy our rings at Taka jewellery.
Happy2!!

Lpas tu we go Mustafa centre jap buy toiletries and both of us had Briyani or dinner.
Baby mkn briyani eh??heex.

I was quite tired but bottomline i had a great time cos,there was no unneccesary argument.
Everything was fine.

Klaa..i nak makan ubat and rest with baby.

Lots of loves to my baby n hubby.

2009-06-26T03:15:00.002+08:00

We had been having ALOT of fights lately but i still have faith in him.

I know Im not perfect(noone is!!),but i swear i'll be the best mum for my child.

I need alcohol. *slap my face*
Stress!

People say its normal to get tremendous stress before marriage.
But not this much stress.

Im going insane! *pulling my hair*

All i can do is cry to let out my anger.
But crying is not healthy for my baby.
*he doesnt care anyway..sobz.

I can just pray for the future.
Amin.

Anyway,i went to KKH yesterday and was reffered to A&E department because i felt on my tummy a few days back. It hurts okey!
The doc did a scan and i was like 'omg!! he's so cute!!'.
I can see his heart beating and hands moving.
Can u imagine the feeling looking at your own tiny creation.
It was marvelous.
I was even tremendously happy when the doc told me my baby is healthy.
Thanks to Allah s.w.t.

I will upload the scanning pic soon.

have to go to bed now.

Goodnight my tiny babylove.
Tmr we go eat newton ok?

And to my hubby,hope u will care more about us.still ly.

2009-06-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

Im excited to meet this new kid.

January.

That is what i care most.

2009-06-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

I think its the end. remorse.

you drive me insane.

Dissapointed.

2009-06-22T20:23:00.001+08:00

I swear this is hilarious shit

Go watch!

2009-06-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

Wisdom tooth aku sakit!

what shud i do?

2009-06-14T01:58:00.003+08:00

Hola~!!

I dah pergi ROMM dah!
My solemnisation date will be on 11th of July,so lucky of us.
Our anni date also falls on every 11th.
happy-happy!!!

Now,I will just have to settle bende2 dulang.

Oh ya,I wanna share with u guys about a sad Japanese movie,10 Promises To My Dog.
I must admit,I did cry.I know it sound stupid to shed tears from a 'dog movie'
but hey!!Give it a try first,Im sure u will atleast feel touched.

A summary:

One day a puppy comes to the house of Akari, who has just turned twelve, and was trying hard to act strong after her mother suddenly fell ill. She immediately falls in love with the puppy and names it "Socks" after the paws which looked like they had white socks on. Akari was together with Socks day and night. However, as Akari grows up, her feelings and interest moves away from Socks. Year by year, their distance grows, which also leads to her physical distance as she moves to a far off city, and must leave Socks behind to a childhood friend.One day Akari remembers the 10 promises that she had made with Socks and her deceased mother...

Go watch it~!!!

Its a Great movie recommended by my younger brother.

Im staring to love colgate.I dunno why.
Only certain ppl knew abt this..right yana?haha..kluar tumboh gigi?lol.

And Im excited for tmr.
The surprised pit. haha.
Thanks again,gerlfrens! muackss!!

And to my bushuk2 hubby...
I HEART U!! Confirm nga tido ngan airliur terkluar2..bushuk!!

2009-06-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

Helloooo~

I still feel disgusted thinking of an email which shows a rotten nipple.
*goosebumps*
eyeew!! gross!

Maysarah told me something that shud have been a surprise for me.
haha! she'd book a pit for my bday this june 14.
So sweet of her.Appreciate it alot.
Thanks beb if ur reading this.

I cant wait for January.

If only he gt fully develop brains...

That's all i can say.

2009-06-05T04:55:00.004+08:00

Sad..sad..sadness..

Only u know why.

u tend to speak w/o thinking and that lead to unnecessary arguments.

When u said it more then five times,it really hurts,tremendously.
But nvr did i give up.

Pls dun show me that ur an irresponsible person.
Dont ruin everything.

Watch ur mouth.Its deadly.

And pls learn to console,cause ur gonna be with me for a lifetime.

Im dissapointed.

nights =(

2009-06-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hey.

I gt the best birthday gift ever.
Syukur Alhamdulilah.

On the 10th June going for the marriage counselling becos im under 21 years old.
Singapore,what do u expect? we have to abide the rules and regulations.
After the counselling, we'r going to ROM to register our marriage.

There's only one word to describe my feelings and that is Excited.

Thanks to my parents for all the blessings.

Now is time for me to have my own family.

Harap2 after everything,we wont get tensed or stress out.

Insyallah we can go thru hardships and happiness together till the end of time.

2009-05-23T05:09:00.014+08:00

Hey hey!!

Its been a while uh?

Been busy lately.
So what now? Oh yeah.I shall update abt my life now.
My family had moved to Macpherson and me and my elder bro lives together at Toapayoh.
Its not that easy living alone.
Im so occupied with Work,friends and not to forget clubs too=)

I gt selected to go for the F1 gridgirls audition at Mediacorp.
I went for the audition and there were abt 20 judges,I almost freaked out.
I thot i did my worse,but they called me up for the next audition.
I didnt go maybe cause i have low-self esteem,and i just shivers when the camera is rolling =(

19th may was my Birthday right?
I went to Tioman for holidays from 17th to 19th. woohoo.
Guess with who did i went with?hehes..
It was fun. Thanks to that someone *kiss*

When i came back to Sg, i celebrate my birthday at Stjames with my party bitches.
Its was awesome. And i was drunk.,again.lol.
But bottomline is,I had fun.Love u gurls.

Ohmy,Its already 5:19am. I had to go poly for m.c.
Still abt my kidneys.
Tulah,degilkan! minum..minum..minom..~lol

Shall update Tioman pics and more Birthday pics soon,when im free.

muuacks.

pink and fresh

shida.nur.syg

nur.syg

cian dier.

curls again

2009-02-11T15:52:00.002+08:00

Im so happy.
The love began to sparks again like old times.
Cant leave without u baby.
Happy anniversary! loving u always.

Hey,ive just edit this new layout just for me and my bb to blog.
And yeah,ive got tons of pics to upload but i think i'll do it tonight.
Till here.
Takecare bb when ur at reservist.

2009-01-30T06:45:00.004+08:00

These past few days Ive been slacking with my SB and her bf ,Fay.
Maybe tmr we r going to watch movie at Cathay.Its not cnfirmed yet.

Yesterday,we met Sb and Fay at Arab st.
Both of us had a good laugh gossipping abt others.
Even worst,she told me that she laughed till menses.
funny SB.

Well after that we go rumah bahagia.

And to the Hate-taggers,Get a life.
I know u had one advantage over me and that is u can kiss my ass.

Goodmorning.
I wanna try to get some sleep.

Mucho loves.

2009-01-28T03:05:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Today I met him at my house.
He fetched me.
And guess what?I did'nt realised that i did'nt wear my helmet until we were at the ROAD.lol.
Lucky it wasnt the expressway. LOL.
I was busy msging memek till I've forgotten all about my helmet.

That was so embarrassing.haiyoo..

ps: i want try cut dwnon clubs. lols
pss: missing someone.

2009-01-17T05:08:00.002+08:00

I just cant stop these tears from rolling down.

I LOVE YOU.

ps: I don't know how to tell u...........

nvm.

2009-01-15T04:00:00.002+08:00

This is HILARIOUS.
MABOK pariah.lol

And this is so embarrassing and CHEAP.
Watch the girl being a bitch and left out in her own stupidity.
BITCH.

2009-01-15T03:05:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Had dinner at POPEYE.
Yummy..!!

I would like to share something funny.lol

In my past,i admitted that ive been a very badgirl.
Y i say this is that,i USED to love exstacy.

And now that i realised that its ugly,cause when u take too much,u will never get to control ur face.
Imagine me like this...watch the video.

Yes..exactly like that when i take too much.
So people,stay away from drugs.LOL

2009-01-14T08:26:00.003+08:00

Say you marry the last person you texted,what's your new last name?
* Mrs Amran?
When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
* cant recall.
Are any of your texts in your inbox locked and why?
* yeah..taching2 nye lor.
Is there that one guy/girl that you'll always have feelings for no matter what?
* Yes. He is in heaven.
How many cell phones have you had in your life?
* Too Many To recall.
What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
* Laughing about a porn which the guy puts his head in the vagina?lmao
What was the last drink you had?
* Sugar cane.
Who did you firstcall this morning?
* havent call anyone yet.
Any summer plans for 2009?
* Nope.
What was the last song you heard?
* Insomnia- Craig David.
How long can you go without your phone?
* sleeping time..?
Are you missing someone?
* Yesh.. hehess..
If you could go back in time,how far back would you go?
* When im 3yrs old..?
Are you the youngest person living in your house?
* Nope..There's 2 other imp here.
Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
* Can i say a lil bit..?
Did you ever want to be a lawyer?
* Yeah,If i could.
If there were no letters on the keyboard could you stilltype?
* Haha. Maybe.
Do you have a bad temper?
* Yes,If only someone starts to irritates me.
Do you remember the first rated R movie you saw?
* Haha..yeah..
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
* DUHH..
Anything you're currently looking forward to?
* Meeting someone. Heess... SHhh!!
Did anything special happen today?
* nope..maybe later?..who knows..
In the winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
* Hoodies..hahaxx!
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
* Yeaa. somewhere relaxing..NO STRESS.
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
* Chatting on msn.
What are you listening to?
* spotlight-jennifer hudson.
Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
* YeaHH.
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
* Yupp.
In the past week have you cried?
* ALOTTTTX.
Is there someone you will never forget?
* Yeahhx..For Sure.
Have you ever ran away?
* Yup..!!
Doing anything tonight?

* what shud i do tonight?i cannt sleep..!!

2009-01-09T22:59:00.006+08:00

Hello.

Double o was fun.
But the end was kinda fucked up.

lazy to update.
so i'll just upload a few pics.

Double O, Here i go...!

Ps:That nura is meeting me tmr.Cant wait to find out the truth.
Pss:still angry about everything with Yan.
Must refrain from clubbing for awhile.

2009-01-08T15:06:00.005+08:00

GOODNITES!!

(Natural face.no cosmetics.)

GOODNIGHT!

2009-01-08T09:27:00.004+08:00

Hello ya'all..!!

Lately i haven't had the mood to blog(as in long post.)
Let me do a short one alright?

My fren told me that there was this girl claiming herself very hot.
I wasnt even intrested at first until my fren told me that she bitch about me.
She barely know me sia.i was like wth??

The conversation goes like this..

My fren:you,ni Nuratekshaa lanchauwei psl u.
me:Who is she?do i know her?
My fren:Adelaa..she viewed you friendster.
me:Nurateksha? ok ok..i will check it out.
My fren:She kutok2 u saying that u muke pecah,tak lawa,
minah rabak,And she said she ketok u 10 tiang.lol.
(After looking at her frenster)
me:AIYYOO!! ni mcm ketok 10 tiang?hahaha..

=end=

This bitch never even reflect herself or what?
So i texted her at frenster,Asking her to reflect herself.Stare hard at her HOT reflection before critisizing others
She denied everything.
(click to enlarge)
So since u wanna be the hot hot bebey,Im now making u hot.
(Let the readers be the judges.)
You should really thank me dear.
Now im presenting NURATEKSHAA. *Clap hands*

If im 'pecah'(fugly in malay),how bout u,nura?
Are u happy now? Bahxx!!
(Btw ur cute tho..sweet 17 uh?)

2008-12-24T23:18:00.003+08:00

bored..bored..bored...

i so mad with Nain.
Why she have to lied to me..!!

Idiot!

hais....

Hope she learn from it.

Misteri jam 12 tdy was kinda scary.
I screamed when KC played the audio and at the end there was this Pontianak-like screaming.
My bro nearly fell off his chair.LMAO!

my bro made me laugh the shit outta me.
The story goes like this:
my dad ask my elder bro,wanna werk as a penggali kubor.
then my younger bro interrupt 'cnfirm abg As alik bawak backpack'!!
hahahahahaxx..

i bet u dun understand the joke right?

have u guys watched some horror movie that showed a hunchback walking and only a monk cud c what the hunchback was carrying.
Answer: a ghost!!

so the ghost cling on her like a backback u see?

haha..my bro bringing home a backpack??hahahaha scary thoo..

2008-12-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!
yesterday i accmpanied B to service his bike at Jb.
Everything was fine until on our way back to Singapore.
There's changes with the Malaysia's custom.
So alot of the singaporeans get lost otw back.
We managed to get our way back after tagging along another bike till Mlysia's custom.
And at that point of time,we really need to go to the restroom.
So we stopped at SG custom for nature's call.
Right after that,his bike just could start.
here's a video.lol

stupid right?what a night.
He had to push it till the flyover.
It was so embarrassing!!
Here's a pic of me stuck at the expressway.
Si beh malu.

After a several tries,the bike suddently boost up.
PHEWWWWWWWWWW!!!

And yeah,he sent me back home.
Atlast,i was damn tired sia..

2008-12-14T06:14:00.002+08:00

I havent finish creating the new layout.

TIRED!!

So yeah that's all for today.
(lol,lame right?)

im just so tired and not feeling well.

oh yeah,one more thing.
I would like to thank my pertapis buddies for being there when i need them.
LOVEs ya'll alot!!

klaa..
Nighty nites..
Ehk..GoodMorning my dear..

chiow...!!

2008-12-13T03:29:00.002+08:00

(Dun mind my face without cosmetics.)

STRESS!!!
SO STRESS!!
VERY STRESS!!
IM FUCKING STRESS!!

God pls gimme the strength.

Gimme me my old self.
The happy go-lucky gerl i used to be.

ps:Im so freaking jealous abt certain thing.
only He knows what.

2008-12-11T02:41:00.003+08:00

Hello.

went karaoke yesterday at Cashstudio.
We had fun,but things happen later.
Really bad.

The way he acted was really like HIM.
I was so dissapointed.....Very.

I donno what to do anymore.

STRESS!!!!!!

Who wanna go dble o with me tonite?

★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-12-09T01:23:00.009+08:00

The LOVE of my life.Before Dble-oing.

ohh..my eyes.

LONG2 Friend,Ahdeq.

Before St james.

Tipsy,After Double o.lols.
★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-12-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hello guys!!

Im at werk right now.Ive got nuthing to do while waiting for my boss to come back office.
OH yeah..I've havent been updating my blog (as in details about whats really happening to me. )

My job.
Im working as a Personal Assistant (P.A) for A&g Holdings for petroleum refineries.
This is my first day,and it wasnt like what i expect it to be(lots of stress).
Well,i just need to attend meeting,dictate and summarised what's the meeting is all about,handle piles of papers to photocopy and etc.
Its wasnt that bad.
My boss is a very generous man.
he bought me 2 dress.quite expensive tho.

He's gonna come back at 9pm.
Maybe have dinner.

My boyfren.
He is now a bit lot better.But yeah,there's still arguements.
We have been wasting our money on clubs last week.
Thursday,double-oing.
Saturday,St james.

haiya..

oh ya,I met nuridah just now before going to work.
Im so jealous of her hair.It was so long and straight.

talking bout hair,my boss askede me to go perm my hair.LOL.
i will sure look ugly with curls.

im kinda sleepy right now.
still got one hour to go(waiting for my boss to come back.)

well,shall update more later.

chao cin chao!
★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-11-27T11:34:00.005+08:00

I..just..hate..it..when..someone doesnt know the situation im in.
.and..still..
cn..unload..critism..right..infront..of..me?
like..WTF?
NASIB..lah..kan..dier.

i..cn..never..frgive..that.

★HATE★

2008-11-26T03:59:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I miss all those sweet times with my loved ones.
Especially Dhaniyah Abdul RAHIM,Zailinda SAMAD, Danielle PERRIRA, Allamanda..
Blah..blah..blah...

And yes,My darling.

We have been thru alot of arguements that result into some heartbreaking end.
But all that was just for a short while.
I know you need me beby.
I know you do.

And to all my Gerlfrens.
WHERE ARE YOU??
I miss u babes so much.
Get back to me after you read this.

oh..man,i just dunno why since my computer is okay,the mood to blog is just not there.

shall update more ..(when the mood appear.)

I have an interview later.
So sweetdreams hunney.

★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-11-22T21:16:00.004+08:00

Heyy!!

Im back bebeys..!!

My stupid keyboard is giving me problems.

Alamak..Dinner time.
I shall update more later..

Jempot mamam!

★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-08-24T03:18:00.001+08:00

guess what people?
Im blogging using my hp.
Isnt it expensive?
Does anyone kn0w hw much it cost?the rate per min and stuff? Tell me pls..and yeah currently using a starhub line. Student plan one h0r...

Niway i went to cityhall 4 firew0rx with manda.my go0d old fren.miss ya s0 much beb! Had a go0d talk with each othr.
Bb was there to0..
When cn i c u again manda!!
Anyway as usual bb n i gt into s0me arguements and then things turn g0od back.lol. N0rmal stuff uh?huhuu...
And yes,we saw nur dhaniyah's bf bike at o----...lol! Bocor rahsia lu..amcm minyak gopal?w0rx tak?mujarab?hehe.. Kk there g0 my craptalk again.lol
K lah..bb sleeping n0w.i love u beby.muacks!
★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-08-16T01:45:00.002+08:00

This post is just or my Sweety.

I have kept this or a long time but i just don't know how to express this to you.
From the start till now, I've been always having this feeling of insecure.

And i just figured out maybe that is the source of all arguements.
Honestly i dont trust u.
Im scared to trust u again.

But still,Im trying to act normal.
You know that I love you so much.
I wanna stay this way with u.
But its just that,bad memories arises ..and Im afraid that history will repeat itself.
U expect me to believe you,trust u,when u aint giving me any confidence.
So u expect me to move on my own.
Forgetting all on itself..?no?
Its not as easy as that.

I love it when u pampers me..
I love it when u manje2 with me..
I love it when u hug me..
I love it when u kiss me..
I love it when u hold me tightly in your arms..
I love it when u put me to bed..
I love it when u say u love me..
I love it when u stroke my hair..
I love it when u carry my handbag..
I love it when u look at me in the eye and kiss me..
I love it when u praise me..
I love it when u hold my hands and rub my fingers..
I love it when u console me when im crying..
I love it when u buy me stuff to please me when im sad..
I love it when i can sleep in your arms..
I love it when u let me snug under your armpit..

I love it even more when u love me more than anyone else!

Do u wanna know something?
I really change my bitch behaviour after i met u.
YOU are the reason.

ILY.
Pls dun hurt me aite...
kk im giddy right now..

lots of loves.

2008-08-15T15:00:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Toapayoh polyclinic.
I had a very bad migraine last night.
I swear every movements hurts.
I cant help but cry and cry.

Ive tried eating panadol,painkiller,bathing with cold water and almost finish a whole bottle o axe oil(minyak angin).

Got M.c for today.
Im worried about work.Im so shag.

But i got m.c what!! so fark la..

migraine..migraine..migraine!!!!!

Btw,my baby came to send me to poly this morning at 8+am.
Oops..! he got a new name...'Sweety'...nice ?hahas..
oh yes..so sweet of my sweety having to go all the trouble accompaniying me to see the doc.

After poly,we had our lunch at at T.P central.
I bought 3 of those munchin donuts and its superb!
You should try it!!..go go!! try it!
yummmy shit sia!

Now Bb is sleeping..oh sorry Sweety is sleeping..hehs..
So i better take my medicine and have a good rest..

muacks!!

2008-08-14T23:50:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT?

I was so pissed off when my nanny told me that 2 of my bras(red & black) were stolen by an apek who lives behind my block.

But till now i wonder,how can he manage to steal my bras when i live on the ground floor?
There's alot of people going thru and fro especially infront of my house as my unit is just next to the lift.

And why in the first place must he steal my BRA!!
There's this makcik who informed my nanny that she often see that knn apek wearing JUST a bra and keep looking at the mirror in his house.
Physco or what sia that apek?!

From now on,im gonna note down or sew my initials on every of my undergarments so that whenever it gone missing,i can just call the police and do a search in his filthy house.

But i just hope that nothing of this such, would occur again.

Eeeyyeer..I just cannot accept the fact that there is a crazy man who lives just right behind my block and go about stealing people's undergarment for his own uses(which im still wondering what exactly did he do with it).

Alamak...sekali if i use binoculars,i might caught him sniffing my god damn bra ehy..?
that is sick man!!

kk enough of all this bra shit..
Aniway,my pimple is enormous right now!how?help me..! tolong aku!! cho ming ahh!! undeh vila nande!!..haha i dunno la for tamil version..lol

Today i had a great rest at home but i just cant get why must WE quarrell every now and then..like FUCK u know..haha..

ala..fuck la..i want to sleep.

Goodnight loves!

muax!!

2008-08-14T19:28:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

I got a newly grown pimple right on my nose! ouch!see above!
I have changed my blog skins again.HOW? better?no?hmmmph!!
But this skins is not as LECEH as the previous one.hehss..

My legs are aching like fuck right now due to long hours standing.
Im working part time at OURDOOR bar.
The work is fun without those knn managers and etc etc..
But i just cant endure 5hours of non-smoking period.

Tmoro i will working again,from 6 to 11pm .
But i think im gonna request for 8 to 10pm. phathetic pe..?
Nana is not working tomorrow so yeah,im afraid im gonna have to suit myself for tmoro.

When i started working,i dont feel like I have a BF anymore.
haha..its nuthing la.Just some weird feeling of mine.
AND its not about the Alley bar boys that make me feel this way.
Just to make it clear to you.lol
-certain things i shall not post it here cause i dont wanna invite any arguements.ty.

Btw,i just hate the actress in the "Impian Illyana" show.
So the ngada2...haha..are all malaysians like that?
disgusting fcuk.
That day,Nana and i both agreed that WE hate them due to certain things.
and yes,about their standards and respect to us.
Hahaha..

All hail Singapore!!!!!

I love someone else now..guess who?

klah..i need to shower right now.BRB~maybe laa..i just have no time to blog that often.
Buubbyes!

2008-08-10T02:03:00.002+08:00

Halal pig..?lol
You can find this so-called halal pig at Plaza Singapura .
Ayinmanje,pig(cutey) & me.

2008-08-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

mummy..get well soon.
she's in TTSH.
gosh..im gonna be lonely for now.
no bf.no mummy-for now only ar.
no...hmm..just trying to adapt to my life now.
im trying.
ive never been single.
its either i have a new one befre i left the old one or just goon with both.
now is a big change.but im trying to adapt to it.
TRYING.

pray for something great ahead.

love u mummy.

2008-08-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

FUCKING mad with YOU.
fuck.KNN.CCb!!!

taking things so easy just because im ur blardy gf is so fucking wrong man!
im also a humanbeing..equivalent to other homosapiens.

Ive told u once and told u twice.Dont u ever treat me in that way.
why must i be the one to understand you?!!!!

Im not money-minded god damn it!
If i am,i could just fark off from ur damn life and move on with my rich ex.
So dun u ever say that again u biatch.

All i want is a sorry!
SORRY!

I dunno what else to say.
damn,maybe u need my hands to do the talking!

2008-08-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

HOW DISGUSTING IS THIS TO YOU??

disgusting eh?
This tongue is belong to a friend of mine.
But i still dontknow what really happen to this pityful tongue.
lol.

2008-08-03T14:36:00.002+08:00

Yes i did walked away.
Get drunk alone.
Self-stress management.
U had asked me to leave,and now u came begging me back.

Yet,im back to you.
Cause i love no one but u.

So dont ever dare me especially in this kind of things or you will be at the losing end.

I had think through everything.

But im not gonna post it here.

Well,to everyone out there.
Just ignore this post.
This is just another random post again.
Just to expose my deepest feelings.

God bless you.

2008-07-31T02:00:00.002+08:00

Strange fishes after tsunami.

like the title says: In this video you can see some strange fishes found on a beach after the tsunami ;) Enjoy :)

and a barking shark..??

anaconda and a dog..??its fucking huge sia..

how bout a hippo?

angry with Amran.Hais..bitch.

nights.

2008-07-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

Hello..!
At lasy im blogging again..huhuuu..miss u bloggy!
K..it's 12:12am..as usual,sch starts at 8am.Have to sleep early blah blah blah..
damn..so i can only do a quickie..hehs..sound so wrong ehy..?haha..quickie2..

on the 26th.
Bb help out with the shifting of furniture from my house to the lorry.
papa was there too..lol
all load of hard work..but too bad,i use my abundant energy to carry small2 things...with a trolley..blueks!!

on the 27th.
went to man's house to eat and chill.
sleptover BB house.

on the 28th.
Woke up,BB had to for his reservist.so he sent me to school while otw to tamp.
was 25mins late for life skills and guess what?i knocked on fir's head while entering the class.
The teacher and i had 5mins silence and eye to eye contact.
i knew that he was expecting something to come out from my mouth.At last i gave in.'sorry.im late'..right after i said that,my hp fell.So embarrasing..damn!!!!!
After school,i slacked with nazz,apek sayur and nina...it was freaking fun.treasure them.

on the 29th.
Was late for school.As usual.
There's this cute guy in the train tagging me all along till i reach school.
A group of fuckers keep on calling2 'syg!!'...haha..
And ....I PASSED MY PHASE TEST!!!!!kerosene flashpoint...woohoo..~!!
Went to eat at LJS with nina and chilled for awhile with nazz ,apek and mettaboy.lol
unfortunately,nazz and syafiq was caught for littering..$200 sia each..?pity sia..
After that went shopping with mama..syiok ah..lol

btw i miss my bf alot.thats all.

2008-07-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

people keep leaving me tags saying that my blog is so troublesome,'leceh'or in chinese 'mah fun'.
Im still considering whether to keep this layout or just have it change to the old one.
So HoW eH? change back or what?
Man Im so lazy to blog anymore.But i obviously know that this idiotic feeling just come and go.

Btw i bet u guys know this song:
Sisqo - The Thong Song -
Nice?no? yeah i love this old song.Its still in my mp4..

SCHOOL!!
I have class at 8am and its 2 am now.
I have this sickness of waking up early.Tell me how to cure this fucking sickness?
Sleeping pills?neh,it will worsent the matter.
An enourmous alarmclock with a big hammer attached to it?place at the top of my bed,near my stoned head?so when the bell ring,the hammer will get some bangs on my head?Is there such alarm clocks?...

Ive not been attending my morning lessons and it really affects my school report.And i will be at the losing end.Pls no debarment!!..hehs..
Its the fucking journey man.From yishun to simei?Everyday my lessons start at 8am.
die die die liao..This term is gonna be a bloody hard time for me.Endure!!!!!!

2008-07-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

Hello again..i lied just now when i said i wanna go to bed.lol
sorry bb.
i was so engrossed editting this layout..messsy ? no?
tell me which is better pls?old or new layout?

oh man..i better go to bed..now for real.toodles.

2008-07-23T22:08:00.004+08:00

This is hilarious.I cant imagine myself getting punked by those pranksters out there.
Its fucking embarrassing to have my bare butt showing off to the world.
What if im in a middle of 'business'? you wouldnt wanna be caught in public with shit hanging out your crack huh?
honey,does that phrase rings any bell?lol..SECRET.
Back to the toilet thingy.
The last part cracked me up like hell.
That guy could still enjoy the ride with wind blowing off his thick cheeks.omg!
I cant help it but to just swimin the water rather than to let everyone see my ass..damn..
I feel for him man..haha.

Too much about shit and ass.
How about urination?
Now be honest.
Have you guys dream about being in the toilet , peeing and suddenly u could feel the satisfaction and WETNESS???hahaha..
And finally when u had your eyes open just to realise that u actually pee on your bed? eyeeww??no?
In malay its called 'ngompol' eh?
lol
to be honest, YES,it did happened to me.

Klah klah..better get to bed.
eh wait.
i better go to the restroom first.
heehee.

GOODNIGHT!!
MUACKS!!

★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-07-21T23:35:00.012+08:00

HELLO!
Im so lazy to post a long entry.
So as usual,Im gonna post up some photos at chalet and blah3..
(click to enlarge,as usual)
My Gf Nina.
Censored
Hubbylove
KakIzah & Man-caught him digging fr gold.lol
Under my umbrella ella ella eh eh eh
Mak.
She's effing adorable.
Kak Ani and her babygerl.
Wonderful LOVE.

Im going to bed now..goodnight..and to shahfiq,remember what u've promised me.

goodnight!!muacks!!
★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-07-20T03:28:00.002+08:00

Holaa!
Im shag.Just came back from Pasir ris chalet.Mak and Yaya's Bday.
Tmoro got jemputan lei..tskk tsk tsk..

My eyes are heavy now..so i think i shall do a proper update tomorrow when im home.
Im sleeping over BB house today.

So good night/morning my darlings.
Much loves.
muacks!!
★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-07-19T07:19:00.003+08:00

Morning !!

Baby bought me my chocolate dip before he went for his reservist briefing or somesort of reunion thingy. He sent the chocolates over as something to make up for yesterday(long story). After his briefing,he fetched me and we went to Cathay to watch Dark knights. It was a good movie with good sound effects,u guys should catch it too. (:

I want my baby back! Haishh... damn..
i better get to bed now..its 7:29am. nights baby! muacks!!

My Heart and soul

★I swear that i love u like crazy!★

2008-07-18T00:55:00.014+08:00

HELLLOOOO!!!!!

Firstly i wanna talk about some bitches in my class.
I am not afraid to state down their bloody names down here on MY BLOG as i really feel disgusted and fucked up by their immature behavior.
Yannis and Ira.
For some reason,I know they hate me.
Because,they thought that i am a minah.
But assuming isnt an appropiate thing to do.
Yes,i admit,i was once a minah.
For me the defination of minah is; the way they bring out themself.
Let me give u one example; shouting and scolding vulgarities in a loud manner in public.
Yeahs,thats really embarrassing.
And pls dont count me as one because i have tatooes.
Come on la..now is already 2008.
Think widely can?
And both of them keep making fun of my name.lol
This is one of the acts of immature retarded morons.
And for those out there who'd experienced having enemies in their class,i feel for u guys.
But no matter what,i wont let them get over my head even for once.i will rip the shit out of them.

_________________________________________________________________________________

I was late for school as usual.
Went for lectures and off to Grandlink with my schoolmates.
Yan fetched me from there.
When to get my hair some treatment at the salon.
I finally had my hair cut and rebonded yesterday.
After treatment,we had our dinner at Teh Tarik 700+.
He sent me home.Passed Ayin his psp and off to my home sour home.

Ignore my eyebrow.lol

There's more but i got no time to upload.
Anger & Rage
I bet u guys know whats going on now when i start to blog abt anger.
It must be ____!!

I hate this feeling!
★so disappointed biatch★

2008-07-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

Not in the mood to blog.
School have been so tiring these days.
Im still not used to my new timetable.
Having to wake up at5.30am and stuff.
That's so early sia.

goodnight!..muax!

2008-07-15T19:30:00.005+08:00

Im so tired right now.
He fetched me at school and went to Downtown to have my nasi lemak.
such a caring Boyfriend.
Then we went to Ntuc to get his thingy.
He wanted to dye his hair but too bad,i purposely did not bring because i dont want him to dye his hair.haha..so mean of me.

Then B bought me this mashmellow dip in hot chocolates...nice?delicious!!!

i want old changkee back home later..and maybe the chocolate dip..yummy..
Now im at His crib...laughing at this innocent little child.
Kak idah is doing some tutoring with this kid.He is 7 years old and not forgetting his name is Syazad.He's abit slow as in unfortunate kids having Low IQ. Its not that i have no respect for these kids or watever..but its just that he is so hilarious..

For example.
______ old are you?
what would u fill in the blank?
He spontaneously answer 'WHERE old are u?'.
hahaha..And when asked why do u chose 'where'?
He answered 'because its good.'hahahaha..oh my goodness.
I pity Kak idah having a bloody hard time to tutor him.
Gee.. thats alot of hard word.

Example 2.
He pronounces rabbit as robot..funny?no?
i bet u will at least giggle or expose a smile thinking back to whatever he said.
You will when you are here with me now.lol

Example 3.
Dogs have two legs.
LOL!!
How is that?i cant imagine walking in a dark alley alone and suddenly was stop by a two-legged Dog?I will find myself dumb-founded and startled.
And the rest of it,laugh my ass off.

And one nasty thing that ive been wanting to do is,to catch the dog.
i will make the dog run away from me.hahahahaah...

Revenge!!
I remembered at the age of 11,Nana and I were running to the sand-playground when out of nowhere a small dog was chasing us.
Remember Nana?we were with Sheena at that point of time.I bet u do.haha!!!!

Its 8:00pm exactly now..i have to go back home early.
Daddy is at home now..tskkk..haiya.
tmoro school again at 8amm as usual.

To be continued..(when im home)

toodles..love ya!
★Pity little boy★

2008-07-15T04:31:00.004+08:00

Sleep..sleep..sleep..

Oh gosh..Ive been sleeping like a corpse this few days.
tired?no?..
Do you know whats my daily routine?
school.
sleep straight away after i reach home.
wake up at 3am.
play comp and do my own things till 8am-school.

healthy?unhealthy?? NO.

I really need to change my sleeping hours.Or else i would have 'chautah' eyebag sia..

look at my eyebags.Ugly?hmmm...

I met Ayin at about 7am for breakfast at a nearby coffeeshop and off to school.i sacrificed my first lesson to take train and guess what? we saw this particular uncle who dresses himself like a total geek with high pants and t-shirt tucks in tightly in his pathetic pants.
But that dun really tickle me.It was his pervertic actions made us laugh.He kept scratching his 'dick' and was not satisfied with the position 'parking' of his little brother.He kept meddling with it in the train and was not even bothered with the other passengers around.And worse,he made his dick look like a car gear. wth?precisely. hahahahahahaha!!
I cant stop laughing. And yeah,he kept smelling the tip of his fingers. Damn..that is gross emough.And he even have the guts to wipe his gruesome fingers on the railing.
Hardcore?Yes. u should watch his get his engine started with the fast and adventurous movements. sickening !

I pity him.LMAO!!!

★ILYY.★

2008-07-14T05:00:00.002+08:00

My new msn skin.Nice?no?

As you can see at my personal msg, i crave for ayam masak merah.
arghhh!!
Im so hungry right now.

damnn..!!

★Ayam masak merah,new msn skin★

2008-07-14T02:18:00.003+08:00

Gosh..i cant sleep hunny.
How?could i just shoot myself to sleep or what?
Today is just so expected.

woke up and have lunch.I had chicken chop with spaggeti again! with otah2..yummy.
Speaking of chicken chop,there was this unfortunate day for Bb.
He bought this chicken chop from a nearby coffeeshop.
I had offer to hold for his plastic(that contain his CC),but he said he could manage to hold it himself by putting opn top of his tank(motor).
Everything was fine until we reached the parking lot when suddenly he breaks and the CC just flew at the side.LOL.
Lucky the chicken was still in the plastic but was out from the packet.Lmao..
DUMB-DUMB!!!!!
hahahahhahahahahha...

I really pity him and his CC.

Now that i realised for the past 3 months,Ive been spending more time with mummy and B.
I would be at home with mummy or go shopping with her or else i would be out enjoying with that nuthead.
Miss alot of my girlfriends.

Btw,i got to know someone have been tracking my whereabout through my blog.HERE.
sneaky uh..and a bright way too.
But too bad,most of my updates were'nt really accurate.
I will miss out some details because it's either im too lazy to blog or due to certain personal reasons.

Oh well..i have to get some rest or else im gonna be late for school later.
Good morning peeps..
muacks!

★Missing someone badly.★

2008-07-12T16:43:00.023+08:00

Finally,im home.
I sleptover B's house yesterday after slacking at Tampinese with moy.
We took alot of pichas together.
i will update with pics.i cant be bothered to tap my fingers through this idiotic keyboard of mine..the spacebar is spoilt..

school gerls

Candid.lol

★Love & Faith in Us,Amin.★

2008-07-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

Gee..its cold here.Rain..rain..rain..

I had fun at school with my new classmates.
Crazy fellars..
As usual,woke up late.
Was not in the mood to go for physical training class.
And i skipped again.Do u guys believe that ive never attended p.e lessons since i first started schooling there.right moy?haha..

Bought Mac big breakfast to school.
Went for Evt lessons and rushed home.
My sole of my shoe nearly peel off at the timing..so i have to take cab home.haha

Met himat around 7pm.
He was all drenched as it was raining monkey and gorillas just now.
He went to my crib and have to use my jeans and papa's shirt.haha..
Its good that we both have the same waist size..lol.

We went shopping at Bugis.
I chose for him brown jeans and we both picked the same t-shirt.hmm..yeah same taste afterall..And he got a g-star brand long sleeve shirt.huhuuu..
He got me a dress..And i bought new school shoes..nice..pinkcolour.

k laa..better get to bed now..or else tmro i cant wake up .
I'll be at scotts road at 9am.

muacks!!